Nuclearmonster808
Scarcely Lethal Noob
Link to your ban or your com block:
Why should you be unbanned or unblocked?:
Why should you be unbanned or unblocked?:
Well it's been awhile since i've been at the skial forums for an appeal, i think the last time i was here it was 2018 i think. Regardless since then, I've heavily changed as a person but still have the same energetic spirit in me. Like I'm still a sperg but I've learned a lesson or 2. More strong willed and more wiser, but sometimes will still stumble about.
Guess what happened 2 days ago, i fell down a cliff. Letting down my guard i let my tongue get the best of me, said some very vile things but this time not in ire. More leisurely, jokingly with another player on the server. He knew i was joking, i knew i was joking. We were having a blast on the server. During the outbreak i've started to play tf2 more, making friends and meeting new people. It's amazing really, you meet a lot of very kind hearted people on skial. Upped my social skills too, even if it still needs improving. Talking to people in chat and VC has helped me communicate better with people. But I'm getting side tracked. The last thing i remember was talking about other topics, but saying nothing in an derogatory manor. Overall that's what i legit remember
Today when i logged in and i noticed that i couldn't talk or chat (I was in the sewers and saw a couple enemies coming). I went to the ban comms and found out that i have been muted for 3 months
3 months
90 days
I didn't hack
I didn't scam anyone
I didn't say any slurs against or towards any person
I know this may seem childlike (But i'm going to be honest with you Boss, it really is) but this is obscene. This is just overkill, this is a fatality mixed in with the gears of war execution. I'm still on the ground in the last stand tapping Y to revive myself after seeing that mute length. Whilst simultaneously trying to fathom the logistics of 3 months of a mute just for saying something that someone did/didn't like. I have this belief that whining about something isn't gonna help the problem. That you yourself have to try and solve said problem (Or at the very least try) . But this I feel I have to lament. It feels off, I can get 3 days or a week but 3 months?
Childish self loathing aside, into the question:
Q: Why should you be unbanned/unmuted
A: For the past 3 years i've played on skial servers and the one thing that i like besides the gameplay is the communication and debates that happen in VC and chat. Seeing people talk, bicker, insult and have genuine debates is just, well,beautiful. I remember a couple weeks back, me and a couple of dudes were talking about the protests and other world topics and it was a very polite debate. I got to see from his point of view and he saw from mine. To this day I'm still star struck at the fact that I could still have a civil debate in a 13 year old arena shooter. So to whoever reads this, the reason I should be unmuted is because I'm genuinely sorry about whatever I did. I adore chiming/adding in parts of the conversation, chat, and voice chat. I love being apart of the debates and small skirmishes in chat. I know my tongue can go too far sometimes, but all I want is to talk again. I regret ever talking 2 days ago, I knew it was late and when it's late my general state of mind is scrambled. Sometimes I can barely comprehend basic stuff in game, at the same time being so tired that an enemy could be literally in front of me and I'll do nothing. Usually i stay quiet at night but 2 days ago, i messed up. I felt something was wrong when i left the server to sleep. Like i fucked up but i don't know what i messed up on. When i leave a skial server im either tried as balls or willing to try another gamemode in tf2. This time it felt....hollow and off that's the best way i can put it. Im sorry, what ever i have done i 100% regret it. This is the first time since 2018 that I came here to appeal . You see with all these appeals that they state ""This is the last time i'll appeal for something like this"" yet 1 week later they're back doing the same sin that brought them here. That's not me, I'll learn from this as I always do with every life experience. I think since 2018 i've grown as a person, to the point that this may be the last appeal i'll ever make. But who knows, maybe in 3 or 4 years i might trip down that steep cliff once more and end up here. The likelihood of that happening goes down more and more as the days go by however. Overall, I think I should watch my tongue more often. Keep my guard up so i don't hurt anyone's feelings. I apologise for my language and anything else I have said 2 days ago.
Thanks for reading, I'm sorry if it's 30,000,000 words long but I just had to get everything into a single "essay" if you will. Cheers to who ever reads or comes across this. I pray you all don't share the same fate as me
Guess what happened 2 days ago, i fell down a cliff. Letting down my guard i let my tongue get the best of me, said some very vile things but this time not in ire. More leisurely, jokingly with another player on the server. He knew i was joking, i knew i was joking. We were having a blast on the server. During the outbreak i've started to play tf2 more, making friends and meeting new people. It's amazing really, you meet a lot of very kind hearted people on skial. Upped my social skills too, even if it still needs improving. Talking to people in chat and VC has helped me communicate better with people. But I'm getting side tracked. The last thing i remember was talking about other topics, but saying nothing in an derogatory manor. Overall that's what i legit remember
Today when i logged in and i noticed that i couldn't talk or chat (I was in the sewers and saw a couple enemies coming). I went to the ban comms and found out that i have been muted for 3 months
3 months
90 days
I didn't hack
I didn't scam anyone
I didn't say any slurs against or towards any person
I know this may seem childlike (But i'm going to be honest with you Boss, it really is) but this is obscene. This is just overkill, this is a fatality mixed in with the gears of war execution. I'm still on the ground in the last stand tapping Y to revive myself after seeing that mute length. Whilst simultaneously trying to fathom the logistics of 3 months of a mute just for saying something that someone did/didn't like. I have this belief that whining about something isn't gonna help the problem. That you yourself have to try and solve said problem (Or at the very least try) . But this I feel I have to lament. It feels off, I can get 3 days or a week but 3 months?
Childish self loathing aside, into the question:
Q: Why should you be unbanned/unmuted
A: For the past 3 years i've played on skial servers and the one thing that i like besides the gameplay is the communication and debates that happen in VC and chat. Seeing people talk, bicker, insult and have genuine debates is just, well,beautiful. I remember a couple weeks back, me and a couple of dudes were talking about the protests and other world topics and it was a very polite debate. I got to see from his point of view and he saw from mine. To this day I'm still star struck at the fact that I could still have a civil debate in a 13 year old arena shooter. So to whoever reads this, the reason I should be unmuted is because I'm genuinely sorry about whatever I did. I adore chiming/adding in parts of the conversation, chat, and voice chat. I love being apart of the debates and small skirmishes in chat. I know my tongue can go too far sometimes, but all I want is to talk again. I regret ever talking 2 days ago, I knew it was late and when it's late my general state of mind is scrambled. Sometimes I can barely comprehend basic stuff in game, at the same time being so tired that an enemy could be literally in front of me and I'll do nothing. Usually i stay quiet at night but 2 days ago, i messed up. I felt something was wrong when i left the server to sleep. Like i fucked up but i don't know what i messed up on. When i leave a skial server im either tried as balls or willing to try another gamemode in tf2. This time it felt....hollow and off that's the best way i can put it. Im sorry, what ever i have done i 100% regret it. This is the first time since 2018 that I came here to appeal . You see with all these appeals that they state ""This is the last time i'll appeal for something like this"" yet 1 week later they're back doing the same sin that brought them here. That's not me, I'll learn from this as I always do with every life experience. I think since 2018 i've grown as a person, to the point that this may be the last appeal i'll ever make. But who knows, maybe in 3 or 4 years i might trip down that steep cliff once more and end up here. The likelihood of that happening goes down more and more as the days go by however. Overall, I think I should watch my tongue more often. Keep my guard up so i don't hurt anyone's feelings. I apologise for my language and anything else I have said 2 days ago.
Thanks for reading, I'm sorry if it's 30,000,000 words long but I just had to get everything into a single "essay" if you will. Cheers to who ever reads or comes across this. I pray you all don't share the same fate as me