wow
im EXTREMELY surprised by your post
Me, too. LOL
My honest opinion is that you're just not mature enough. Notice I didn't say you're too young. You may one day be admin material, but you have a lot of immature behavior that you'd really have to get over... Sometimes you knowingly work against your team during actual gameplay (and I don't mean during a goof-off round, but when people are actually trying to win), and that just doesn't scream admin to me. Part of being an admin is making sure that there is nobody working against their own team, which kills gameplay, and being somebody known for doing so doesn't lead me to believe that you'd protect the teams against griefers.
Also, you've tried blackmailing some other members of the community in the past, so you're definitely going to win them over.
If you grow up and prove yourself over time, sure, maybe you can earn the respect that is required to be an admin... But right now you haven't, yet.