I'm going to mark this app improve, it's been a roller coaster of opinions but it's very clear that you need to work on your maturity and competence, something we seek in admins. Once you feel this has changed, feel free to reapply. Note that this isn't a decline because I see a potential interested and dedicated candidate in you but it's a bit too early to add you on the team. Keep trying, I look forward to hearing from you.