I haven't a clue what the weather in Belgium is like, but I've got this feeling it's bad. I respect that you're capable of acknowledging an area of struggle for you, and applaud you for being able to admit it up front.
Judging by only this post, your grammar isn't exactly terrible. Take a look at some of the things Jonathan posts, you'll feel a lot better about your English. Trust me.
Welcome to Skial, friend.
thanks realy a lot, its nice to be part of a community with such a nice peoples